Over a year has gone. HYBRID has recovered from his last fall after FATE’s game and has continued to set forth with his life; FATE still weaving Her obstacles for him and the ‘Demon of the Conscience’, ID still present and battling with him as he progressed.
How will his journey be from here onwards?



HYBRID smiles.

He’s looking forward to what’s ahead.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Lovely song, lovely music video...

I was listening to this song again recently.
I first got to know this song when I saw the music video at Kimberley's place.
The video is very beautiful, and so is the song and music.

Hope you enjoy the music video I've loaded up here.
It'll take a long time to actually load fully or smoothly... (My advise, mute the video and then go on with your other online business while waiting for the video to fully load itself til the end. Then come back when it's done loading and enjoy watching it in replay.)
Below the video, is a Japanese lyrics and then followed by the translated lyrics.
The lyrics are just so you can understand what she's singing about, which you'll realise suits well with the video...



'Sakurairo Maukoro'
By Mika Nakashima

Sakurairo maukoro, watashi wa hitori
Osae kirenu mune ni tachi tsuku shiteta

Wakabairo moyureba omoi afurete
Subete wo miushinai anata he nagareta

Meguru kigi tachi dakega
Futari wo miteita no
Hito dokoro ni wa todomare nai to
Sotto oshie nagara

Karehairo someteku anata no tonari
Utsurui yuku hibi ga ai he to kawaru no

Douka kigi tachi dake wa
Kono omoi wo mamotte
Mou ichido dake futari no uede
Sotto ha wo yurashite

Yagate toki wa futari wo
Doko he yakonde yuku no
Tada hitotsu dake tashikana ima wo
Sotto dakishimeteita

Yuki keshou madoe wa omoi hagurete
Ashiato mo keshiteku otonaki itazura

Douka kigi tachi dake wa
Kono omoi wo mamotte
“Eien” no naka futari todomete
Koko ni iki tsudukete

Meguru kigi tachi dakega
Futari wo miteita no
Hito dokoro ni wa todomare nai to
Sotto oshie nagara

Sakurairo maukoro, watashi wa hitori
Anata he no omoi wo kamishimeta mama




'When The Cherry Blossom Colors Flutter'
By Mika Nakashima

When the cherryblossom colors flutter, I’m alone
Standing exhausted, I can’t cut off these feelings bottled up inside

When the color of new leaves shake, feelings overflow
I lost sight of everything and drifted towards you

The trees around us told us in silence
That we would both see:
People don’t have to be limited to one place

When the withering leaves change color, I am next to you
And as the passing days fade, our love changes

But please, let these trees
Protect these feelings
Silently rustling your leaves above us,
Just one more time..

Before long, the seasons will pass
And we will be taken somewhere else
But right now, there’s only one thing I know
Embrace me, silently

Covered by the snow, the feelings get lost
The footprints vanish, sounds disappear in vain

But please, let these trees
Protect these feelings
So that, frozen in eternity
We may live on here

The trees around us told us in silence
That we would both see:
People don’t have to be limited to one place

When the cherryblossom colors flutter, I’m alone
Savoring my thoughts of you

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Take care of yourself!

Got this in my email recently...
Thought to spread it around.
_________________________

Received this one and think it's genuine.

Consider this one-------------------
I would like to thank those of you who expressed condolences on the recent passing of my mother. She suffered a hemorrhagic stroke while she was driving home from my house on 9/30 and passed away on 10/3. My mother's stroke and passing was an enormous shock to my family because she did not have any symptoms or risk factors for a stroke. Just the week before she had gone to her doctor for a check up and received a clean bill of health. She did, however, develop a cold while she was visiting me and had taken Alka Seltzer Cold Plus for 3 days. Since her passing, we have learned that Alka Seltzer is one of the many cold medicines that contains Phenylpropanolamine (PPA) which can cause hemorrhagic stokes or cerebral bleeding even with the first use. I am forwarding a list of other medications that currently use PPA. These medicines are supossedly being recalled but my mother just purchased this medication less than two weeks ago. Pharmaceutical companies have known about this danger for years, we unfortunately, did not.

I urge you to review the list of medicines with PPA and avoid these medications.
Thank you again for your thoughts and prayers.
Sincerely,
Nancy Moran-Rice


DRUG RECALL INFORMATION

All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled.
You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most
drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this
CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know.

STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been
linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain)
among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use
of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA
recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative
medicine.

The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine:

Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant
Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements
Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control
Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent
Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or or ange)
Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original
Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent
Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine
Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Sinus Effervescent
Alka Seltzer Plus Night-Time Cold Medicine
BC Allergy Sinus Cold Powder
BC Sinus Cold Powder
Comtrex Flu Therapy & Fever Relief
Day & Night Contac 12-Hour Cold Capsules
Contac 12 Hour Caplets
Coricidin D Cold, Flu & Sinus
Dexatrim Caffeine Free
Dexatrim Extended Duration
Dexatrim Gelcaps
Dexatrim Vitamin C/Caffeine Free
Dimetapp Cold & Allergy Chewable Tablets
Dimetapp Cold & Cough Liqui-Gels
Dimetapp DM Cold & Cough Elixir
Dimetapp Elixir
Dimetapp 4 Hour Liquid Gels
Dimetapp 4 Hour Tablets
Dimetapp 12 Hour Extentabs Tablets
Naldecon DX Pediatric Drops
Permathene Mega-16
Robitussin CF
Tavist-D 12 Hour Relief of Sinus & Nasal
Congestion
Triaminic DM Cough Rel! ief
Triaminic Expectorant Chest & Head
Triaminic Syrup ! ! Cold & amp;am p; Allergy
Triaminic Triaminicol Cold & Cough .....

I just found out and called the 800# on the container
for Triaminic and they informed me that they are voluntarily
recalling the following medicines because of a certain
ingredient that is causing strokes and seizures in children:

Orange 3D Cold & Aller! gy Cherry (Pink)
3D Cold & Cough Berry
3D Cough Relief Yell ow 3D Expectorant

They are asking you to call them at 800-548-3708 with
the lot number on the box so they can send you postage for you
to send it back to them, and they will also issue you a
refund. If you know of anyone else with small children,
PLEASE PASS THIS ON. THIS IS SERIOUS STUFF!

DO PASS ALONG TO ALL ON YOUR MAILING LIST so people are
informed. They can then pass it along to their families.

To confirm these findings please take time to check the
following:

http://www.fda.gov/cder/drug/infopage/ppa/

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

The way you make me feel..

A fanart by Deovi of Shuyin & Lenne from Final fantasy X-2
I really really like this picture... It's very romantically drawn, nicely colored and it is very beautiful to look at. It just reminds me of....... Hehehe... It just reminds me of..

Anyway... Valentine's Day is over... And in my last blog entry.. I forgot to add this insert into my Valentine's Day greeting.
This may be an old song, a few years old I believe... but it makes for a lovely song to sing to that special someone you got to spend a romantic evening with.
Hope you enjoy this song!


'THE WAY' by Clay Aiken

Something about the way you look tonight
Something about the way that I can't take my eyes off you
Something about the way your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around
and I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
It's in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

Something about how you stay on my mind
Something about the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh girl
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes
Oh baby it's the way that it makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feeling stays the same

It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
It's in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is that
Makes me love you, you baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin bout the way

It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
It's in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say
It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way
Feel it in the way
Something about the way you look tonight
There's nothing more to say than
I feel it in the way


Image of Tidus kissing Yuna in Final Fantasy X

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentine's Day to U, Ya, You!

Picture of Conan and Ran from Detective Conan
It's that time of the year! Where love is all of its theme for 24 hours!!
Hope you all have a wonderful day today! Whether you're attached or not!



For singles...
Maybe you've received something... Maybe you will later... Maybe you won't..
But all the same! Just enjoy the day and hope for the best for yourselves!!



And for non-singles... Hehehe!
Well... all I can say is....
Wish you a wonderful day/night with that special someone of yours!
Wish you make a wonderful memory for this special occasion!


Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!!
Share the love, spread the ___.... (Fill in the blank.. Hehe)

Monday, February 13, 2006

Wish to just hold on always..

I just had a thought...
A thought about the idea of holding hands... Holding hands as in between a pair of lovers (straight, homo or bi, but I'll mainly be talking about straight couples, k?)...

A fanart by Deovi of Shuyin & Lenne from Final Fantasy X-2

Ever thought about why a couple are often seen holding hands with one another? Or for that matter, close to one another in some ways; like holding the other's waist, or leaning one's head on the other's shoulder or head?
Well, you'll obviously say that's cause they're in love and wanna be close with his/her partner..
And you'll most probably be right.

When in love, a couple will always stay/remain close to each other. They just have to be within the personal space of the other.
I think of this behaviour in this way; an urge, a desire, a wanting, a need to be one with the other.
Let's just imagine that there exists an aura surrounding every human, each individually different from everyone else. Now let's have an examplary couple surrounded with their separate individual auras.
They'd definitely have this urge/desire to enter each other's aura, to get into one another's aura, even if just a little.
One way to satisfy that urge/desire is by holding each other's hand. Arms twisted around each other's, hands clamped closely together and their fingers crisscrossing in-between each other's in a lock grip.
This action, in a way, displays to the couple themselves and to everyone else a symbolism of unison between the two. That, the two people have a bond with one another, hence why I say, a desire to be one with the other.



It is like the old Chinese symbol of complete balance. The Yin-Yang symbol (Picture above).
This symbol depicts a complete balance and a strong bond between two opposites.
YIN is the black, Dark, a symbol of calmness and collectiveness, while YANG is the white, Light, a symbol of outgoingness and aggressiveness.
If you noticed, there's a dot of white in the mass of black and a dot of black in the mass of white in this symbol.
In my opinion, this displays an exchange of two separate matters to achieve a One-ness.
This is what I'm trying to get at with this post.
This is what I mean when I said 'a desire to be one with the other'.
And this is why I used the idea of individual auras in my example earlier.
Entering into one another's aura, they are like, unconsciously trying to exchange a bit of aura to and from each other. And in this manner, connect to each other deeper than mere physical presence and closeness.

Kenshin & Kaori from Samurai X/Rurouni Kenshin

Let me tell you my experience when it comes to holding hands with the opposite gender.
I've ever been held by the hand by a girl before. It gave me this very strange chill throughout my body, but I liked it a lot, honestly. Perhaps it was just a sense of intimacy that I never gotten before, I don't know.
Anyway, there's a distinct difference between holding your own two hands together compared to holding hands with someone else.
You just can't replicate that feeling of holding someone else's (that signifant someone's) hand by holding your own hands together, no matter how hard you forced your mind to imagine that feeling.

Well... I was just thinking to myself about it when I noticed this behaviour amongst many couples, if not all.
And well.... just thought to post it up. Hehe!


Additional note: Actually, I wrote most of this post earlier today, but accidentally close the window without saving.... so I had to write it all all over again!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Lost of thoughts...

Hmm... hmm... hmm..... what to write about.....
I honestly don't know...

Write about my days... but I am heck lazy to remember back what I did..
There's nothing interesting to write about... like that the song 'Far Away' by Nickelback.. at least it was something I like alot and felt like just telling everyone about it...

I honestly don't know what to write here... Haha.. but I just felt like writing something today...


Maybe I'll write about my thoughts another day..... Haha...
Just don't know what to write about here.... Hehe!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Too Far Away? Pls don't be...

"FAR AWAY" by Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go



I love this song a lot. Been listening to it over and over.
Plus the music video was very nice too!

A loving couple... which the boy is a fireman.
One day, there was an emergency. A terrible forest fire had started somewhere, and the boy is called by his mates.
Seeing him off, the girl went back inside their home and turned on the television to a news channel that was broadcasting the situation of the fire.
Watching the news, she can't help but feel worried about him.

Meanwhile, the firemen are fighting the blazing fire. Unfortunately, the fire was too strong and they had to retreat. All of a sudden, a burst of fire knocked out one of the men.
Seeing his fellow mate down, the boy earlier went to rescue him. He tried to signal for the others, but the helicopter they got on was already taking off, leaving him and the KOed mate behind.
Probably realising it was useless to call for them against the roaring sound of the helicopter, he tries to find some way to bring the knocked out guy and himself to safety, when suddenly a burning tree comes crashing down on them.

Hearing the news that the firemen had to retreat and possibly the news that some men were left behind, the girl can't help but start crying her eyes out in front of the television.
That night, the same vehicle that came to retrieve the boy came to compound of her home.
She came down from her house to greet the fellow firemen, and possibly hear the news of her guy.
However, the firemen were all smiles as suddenly behind them appeared another figure.
The girl couldn't help but be overjoyed at the sight of her boyfriend and rushed over to hug him.
He accepted her hug gladly while swinging her round and round; their lips locked tightly with one another.
~END~

Maybe my written story of the music video isn't as touching though.
If you have the chance, do check out the video!