Life just goes on...

Ah... my lower back feels pain... sigh...
Well... today's gotten better, compared to yesterday...

Morning, I got to go to work at the restaurant at Grand Palace Hotel again... sigh.. David called last night... and i decided to go for work today... my brother too...
Today, I got up with the mood from last night still lingering within me... damn.. that cause me to be quite moody...

Going into work... I was SO tired... sigh... physically, mentally & even emotionally...
Physically... lack of sleeping hours... sigh...
Mentally... also includes lack of sleep.. but also includes my busy times lately... (the Curtin Ambassador thing and then work)
Emotionally... the recent events of last night and before....
sigh... all this caused me to be 'slow' as I worked.... I was quiet most of the time.... didn't respond much to other's speaking with me....
except for my brother who was on the subject of 'Prince of Persia' mainly....
I covered my exhaustion mostly... by responding back when others talked to me... and also smiled or laughed when they made a joke or two...
Sigh... but that didn't help with my moodiness...
As more and more customers came in... I was actually clenching my fist.... damn.. I was definitely not in the mood to work at the time....
What was the most annoying part of the early hours of my work just now, was the darn annoying children... yelling and shrieking and running around and just causing a ruckus...
all of that caused me to have a 'mind'ache... sigh.... I swear... I probably could've just fell unconscious cause of that... but then again.. I've yet to recall myself losing consciousness, besides sleeping...
Thankfully.. hours into work... my mind finally woke up and I was in a better mood to work....

And David asked me and my brother to work again tomorrow, as well as Sunday....
no problem for my brother... but for me, when he asked the question, I was still in my moodiness... and I chose to not work.... just to spend time to myself...
then another question... what about tonight? No thank you too! That's worse!
then some more later.. tomorrow night... damn... I'm feeling to tired for so much work!!!
To my surprise.. David actually was going to force me into work for tomorrow morning... oh man... hahaha... He told me to work more before the school starts!
sigh.. fine fine fine.. one more time before the school starts... sigh.....

After work... headed home... played Kingdom Hearts... trying to see if my luck would allow me to witness the ending of the game.... but guess not...
the PS2 was still unable to load the cinematic ending... sigh....
maybe I can try it at my cousin, Jonathan's PS2... hopefully it'll work there....
if not.. then I'll try Azie's, if I can...
since with that failed.. I thought to give Prince of Persia another try...
that supposedly 'impossible' event.. turned out to just be another very difficult part of the game that my brother undeliberately created....
despite the low life, annoyingly accurate enemies, and difficult obstacles, not to mention a lot of my 'temper fuses' burned.... I finally got through that part of the game and was even able to heal the hero's life to full.. and then save the game... both my brother's progress through the game and the actual game itself...
Showed my brother what I did... and then he left to do his own stuffs....

I then got to play Shadow Hearts: Covenant... it's an all right game so far... heard from many mouths that it was good...
and it appeared good.. plus it's RPG so I'm definitely attracted...
Played not so much, before time for dinner...

Nothing much lah for today.. just that things are gradually but surely turning for the better...
My roller coaster ride is now heading upwards once again....

- If you can't beat them, you MUST be doing something wrong.. undeniably...