An Emotional Secret (Pls Comment)

Just did this in what... an hour's time?
wasn't easy.. but did it....
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(PS: There's a secret in this poem.. let's see if you can uncover its secret.)


AN EMOTIONAL SECRET

My emotional pain and suffering.
All kept hidden in the dark,
I barely enjoy my own presence.
Like as if I’ve a charming voice,
Like as if I’m good looking,
I’ve never been in Fate’s favor;
Will I ever have a chance?

You were the first I dare say I loved, though.
Every girl that I knew before,
Like or love,
Really I could never tell.
Ears burning so red;
Bearing the heart pounding;
Mind easily distracted;
I just can’t help it.
Killing myself slowly, I’m sure.

Every girl I’ve met.
I’ve never been as close,
Really, truly, honestly.
And none was like this,
Many in the past before.

New feelings emerged.
Never have I felt like this before;
A glance of you is just not enough.