My first 'GREAT' poem since Form 4

This was a poem that I wrote some time ago... a month ago or so....

Five stanzas and one couplet...
Ten syllabuses in EVERY line...
A PERFECT rhyming scheme of a-a, b-b, c-c, d-d, etc..
Do give me your comment/s of it.


STRANGE OF A CRUSH

A friend was what I once thought of you as,
Just like any other friend that one has;
Someone who was fun, opened and friendly,
One you would sit and talk with openly.
Never thought of you more than that before,
Ever since we met and as I moved for.

So then why now do I feel in this way,
Thinking about you each time of the day?
For you do I really have that feeling,
The one that most would find themselves seeking?
Is the factor of time that affective,
Making me see you as more attractive?

Now another feeling I discover,
A secret emotion undercover,
That never before in my life appear.
It is not gladness but instead it’s fear,
Fear of rejection one could understand,
Rejection I fear I would not withstand.

I often think of how my life would be,
If you were that special someone for me;
Your loveliness that would make my heart race,
Your sweetness that could calm me with such grace,
Your humor that I would love to tickle,
And your eyes would somehow always twinkle.

___Though I fear we don’t share equal passion,
___In time, I will tell you this confession.