Not a good way to start a day..

Man... what a way to start off my day today... hmph....
Embarassing to say.... I nearly cried this morning... ahha...
for a moment there, I nearly started to cry....
There goes the secret... haha...

Was listening to this song, while driving...
put it to keep repeating this song even...
Thoughts after thoughts kept going through my mind....
I drove slowly to prevent myself from being too careless on the road and possibly getting into an accident.
Then.. all of a sudden... listening through the song while my mind still continued thinking so much... tears just began welling up in my eyes....
I thought I was going to cry further... but when it neared the end... it stopped welling up...
How ironic that I had my sunglasses on, so I couldn't see my own eyes in the mirror... heh...


Rick Price - Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind,
From the time I wake up
'Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

'Though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

Refrain:
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

(Repeat Refrain then Chorus)

Coda:
Why I live in despair
'Cause while awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all these time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Chorus

Heaven knows...


..... too much personal connection with this song...